Saturday, June 30, 2007

Some Stupid Fight Last Night

I'm so fucked up. I don't know what I want and I don't know where to go. I keep on hesitating about my feelings. I keep holding back. That is no way to run a relationship. The only way I can think of doing is to just end it.

Why am I like this? Sure I love him, I definitely do. But I have to find a way to get used to it. Fast.

Friday, June 29, 2007


My blogger has just been revived like a regurgitated piece of crap from an ancient toilet. Okay, metaphor sucks I know. I just figured out how to sign in using my Gmail account so now we're back in business! I'll be using this as frequently as I can manage.

You see, this is my first blog love. My blog never really measured up to the quiet drama of this blog. There I have to blogwhore, which means that I can't say just anything I feel like saying. I have to please my readers, the few who are left anyway. I'm at home here, and to risk cheesiness, I always will be.

I'll repost my posts here, but I'll put in some random, non-reader friendly posts just to let them out. I doubt anyone still goes here. So what. That's the freedom of it.

Anyway, I just came home from class and I'm really tired. Can't write anything proper. Until next time.